Forgiving Without an Apology – The Path to Freedom
Forgiveness is one of those things that sounds simple in theory, but in practice, it’s a whole different ball game. For a long time, I thought that forgiving someone required an apology. After all, shouldn’t the person who hurt me be the one to take the first step? But as I walked my own path and counselled others, I learned something powerful: you don’t need an apology to forgive.
That’s right. Forgiveness isn’t about the other person—it’s about you. It’s about freeing yourself from the emotional chains of bitterness, anger, and resentment.
I used to believe that holding onto my pain somehow protected me, like a shield. I thought that by not forgiving, I was keeping myself safe from being hurt again. But what I didn’t realize was that the very pain I was holding onto was doing more damage to me than anyone else. While I was waiting for an apology that never came, the anger I harboured was poisoning my heart, clouding my thoughts, and robbing me of peace.
So, what changed for me? I realized that forgiveness is a choice, and it’s one you can make regardless of whether the person who hurt you ever says “I’m sorry.” You don’t need an apology to start healing.
Here’s the truth: when you choose to forgive, you’re not letting anyone off the hook. You’re not excusing what they did, and you’re certainly not saying it didn’t matter. But what you are doing is taking back control of your peace. You’re choosing not to be weighed down by someone else’s actions any longer.
3 Practical Steps to Forgiving Without an Apology:
Acknowledge the Hurt
You can’t forgive what you refuse to face. Acknowledge the pain and the impact it’s had on your life. Write down how you’ve been hurt and allow yourself to fully feel those emotions—don’t suppress them.
Release the Need for an Apology
Understand that the apology you’re waiting for may never come. Accept that the other person may not take responsibility for their actions, but that doesn’t mean your healing has to be on hold. Release the expectation of hearing “I’m sorry” and instead, focus on your own journey.
Choose to Forgive for Yourself
Make the conscious choice to forgive—not for the other person’s sake, but for yours. Speak it out loud if you need to: “I forgive you, and I release this pain from my heart.” Whether you say it in prayer, meditation, or just to yourself, verbalizing this step can help make it real.
Reflective Questions:
Who am I waiting to receive an apology from, and how has that affected my ability to move forward?
What emotional or spiritual burdens am I carrying because I haven’t forgiven someone?
How would my life change if I chose to forgive, even without hearing an apology?
What steps can I take today to begin releasing resentment and bitterness from my heart?
Forgiveness doesn’t mean forgetting or excusing what happened—it means reclaiming your freedom. Make the decision to let go, and watch how your heart begins to heal.